Donna Wonna 2.0, beta version

Ramblings of a seminary student musing over life and the amazing love of Christ.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Heart Cries

The 40th psalm resonates within my being tonight, exposing the cries of my heart. Father, You are the same today as You were when David cried out to you so many years ago - let my heart cry out to You with the same trust as David's in the midst of hardships. Let my confidence come from You alone, because You are the Unchanging One. Restore my joy in the midst of suffering - expose in me my inconsistencies, purify my heart, and increase my faith. You are good, and Your mercy endures forever. In Christ's name and His righteousness, Amen.

"I waited patiently for the Lord; and he inclined to me, and heard my cry.
He also brought me up out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay,
And set my feet upon a rock, and established my steps.
He has put a new song in my mouth - Praise to our God;
Many will see it and fear, and will trust in the Lord.

"Blessed is that man who makes the Lord his trust,
And does not respect the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.
Many, O Lord my God, are Your wonderful works which You have done;
And Your thoughts toward us cannot be recounted to You in order;
If I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.

"Sacrifice and offering You did not desire; my hears You have opened.
Burnt offering and sin offering You did not require.
Then I said, 'Behold, I come; in the scroll of the book it is written of me.
I delight to do Your will, O my God, and Your law is within my heart.'

"I have proclaimed the good news of righteousness in the great assembly;
Indeed, I do not restrain my lips, O Lord, You Yourself know.
I have not hidden Your righteousness within my heart;
I have declared Your faithfulness and Your salvation;
I have not concealed Your lovingkindess and Your truth from the great assembly.

"Do not withhold Your tender mercies from me, O Lord;
Let Your lovingkindness and Your truth continually preserve me.
For innumerable evils have surrounded me;
My iniquities have overtaken me, so that I am not able to look up;
They are more than the hairs of my head; therefore my heart fails me.

"Be pleased, O Lord, to deliver me; O Lord, make haste to help me!
Let them be ashamed and brought to mutual confusion who seek to destroy my life;
Let them be driven backward and brought to dishonor who wish me evil.
Let them be confounded because of their shame, who say to me, 'Aha, aha!'

"Let all those who seek You rejoice and be glad in You;
Let such as love Your salvation say continually, 'The Lord be magnified!'
But I am poor and needy; yet the Lord thinks upon me.
You are my help and my deliverer; do not delay, O my God." --Psalm 40

7 Comments:

At 3:32 AM, Blogger Lisa said...

Sweet Donna, thanks for sharing your heart in how our gracious Lord is refining, transforming, and renewing your mind. May God undergird you with His great strength today and be living water to you.

You encourage me.

 
At 5:40 AM, Blogger John said...

What comfort we find in the Lord! I enjoy your post full of Scripture.

 
At 2:46 PM, Blogger J. C. Ashby said...

The fortitude of the Lord is so clear w/in you at this time, Donna. Being able to watch you take His Hand and let Him guide you thru the Word in times like these, really reminds me of where our TRUE comfort lies: not in friends, not in family, not in circumstances...

...but in the Reality of our Abba's love and grace. I see you living that out, Sister - and it both convicts and inspires me to do the same.

I love you. :)

 
At 2:48 PM, Blogger Nunzia said...

thanks for that wonderful reminder.

 
At 4:58 PM, Blogger Lisa said...

BTW, Donna, when you get home look on your desktop and click on the "new donna" file...I have some modified photos of you that look adorable. No, I am not going to blog them...yet. Ok, seriously, only if you let me...smile.

 
At 10:54 AM, Blogger Bethany said...

I love that we can not recount the thoughts He has towards us...

Does anyone else have a hard time deciphering the word verification?

 
At 12:46 PM, Blogger Donna S. said...

Amen, Beth... it's too great of a concept for me to imagine. How can we ever doubt His goodness and sovereign hand on our lives?

I think the word verification randomly glitches and makes you retype it... I don't know if it is lonely and just wants attention, or... :) But kudos to the great job it does to relieve spammers!

 

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